I have been replaying Blue October’s “Into the Ocean” this morning.
It has always been one of my lesser repeated songs by them. I know every song of theirs by heart, but this one just never struck a strong chord with me.
Until this morning.
And I definitely can relate to it right now. I love my life. I love my boyfriend and family and company. But I feel an overwhelming need to swim away. And that is just because I’m generally an introverted person and my brain is trying to run away from the stress I’ve been under.
That’s my brain guys.
Anyway.. Go listen to the song. And then go listen to their new video release of Sway :)
this is the best photo ive ever seen
Can’t stop laughing.
so why does the flexed bicep emoji hands looks like a sloth
Can’t unsee it
you know you are a survivor when feel guilty for literally the stupidest things — things that arent your fault, too, because someone has manipulated you into thinking that it is.
I felt like this for awhile. When I was 8 or 9 I remember being told “look what you did now you made your mom cry this is all your fault”.
But I didn’t do anything. Abusers just don’t know how to be accountable for their actions is all.